XxCabaret x TragedyxX

2011-02-06T02:44:00.001-05:00

WHY AM I DOING THIS, WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-06T00:38:00.002-05:00

he might be drinking and stuff getting new "friends", fucking liar

off

2011-02-05T23:27:00.000-05:00

he's gone, cellphone off (jealous bitch? sort of) I don't understand Why, why It is so important for me is like shit, I mean he doesnt give a fuck about me why do I have to care about him so bad u.u

...

2011-02-04T10:59:00.000-05:00

itai itai itai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it hurts so bad......

braindead

2011-02-04T08:46:00.000-05:00

I just suck at blogs, no constant AT ALL but yay it seems my last post reflects almost what I feel right now, fuck fuck fuck, I feel so sad, so, so sad I don't understand WTF is wrong what do I have to do, damn HELP please I, I don't know I'm so desperate some one please u.u

mind just spitting out

2010-08-19T01:48:00.000-05:00

like the effing shet.... hahahah it's just over a year time goes by miserably making us kill ourselves, hanging ou from the window of the desperation geez i'm not feeling quite good right now, i HAVE to write, think, create, make a movie up in my mind, be happy, be worthless, be the shit, feel like shit, plane (vid reff at the end), crawl, do shit i just can't, hold onto nothing, scratch, draw, feel, celebrate, kick people, draw alot more, think alot more, write an essay, go to bed, get up early in the mornig, paint, walk, get bus rides, get life rides.... geez i just want to be huggued so bad I think it's all I want

Love. Love. Love

2009-04-09T22:46:00.000-05:00

I'm in love you know.... I have that feeling running down my spine and it feels sooooo.... good (even if i'm in relationship problems and he is about to leave me) I feel it... it's love... I needed something (in this case was really hard core, please never again) to wake me up, a slap in the face... it's kinda sad that i can't share my feelings right now with him... cause he needs time to think... but if we get trough this i'll show him... i'll show him how bad i love him... that my feelings for him are strong and that i want to share my life with him as long it last oh geez... I'm crazy in love

I'm adding a picture (c) from =Pavlova at deviant art, 'cause it express the way I feel (difficult love but strong) well I'll give you the link better go check it :D http://pavlova.deviantart.com/art/The-ways-of-love-23408858

Have a nice friday ('cause today's almost over lol)

new attemp :D

2009-04-08T22:48:00.000-05:00

yeah I want to improve a bit... to see the difference between old and new... what's gotten better or if something got worse... hahaha I feel kind of high... wait I am on High...

but don't missunderstand me... yup I've got the feeling but I haven't used anything... I think I know whose guilt is... just a song... a movie... I knew bad bad Idea... my brain feels like a child in a candy store... see? H.I.G.H

-Horror
-Illusion
-Gray
-Hill

no sense no sense I feel like slurring words out...
like an exquisite corpse

And Then Over and Over And Over and Over again
the song the song runs over and over again like a whirlwind up on my brain...
"It's like dying a little"... little little emo kid, known words from distant voices, worn voices.

If you've got this far following me... I must warn you look out for your friends for the ones you love... Stop following me trough this labyrinth this maze
to the hell with the world
this mad world...
...this song